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indievault:

So, talking to James at 1 o’clock in the morning, makes me realize:

that our lives stink, no one likes us and I’m so hungry right now

What a stupid way to go to sleep….stupid!!!

that special someone that will come into my life..:

Your eyes how they twinkle

like the stars in the night

Looking beautiful everyday

Gots me lookin for you day after day

Taking kisses from you after each day

Damn.. The best feeling of the day

You keep me going

Always got me on the edge

So close to falling but

Holding me like an angel

Your voice, your beauty, just like an angel

They spark my attention

Beauty so incredible i can’t question

Stopping me in my tracks too

Cause i got my eyes on you

Freels like it was meant to be

You and Me

With our memories unremarkable

Reminiscing those times

Don’t know if this is the right time

But will you be mine?

[One of my old love poems i would right to that love i never had]

2004 - KingJames

[Edit] damn was i corny or what in this poem? haha..

adelphos:

Should have just went to SF….

“(Rain plan: put your pillow in a plastic bag, see Rules 1 - 6) 
Please bring only pillows filled with natural materials (like cotton, hemp, and down) and not synethetics which will wash into the Bay and harm marine life, thank you. 
Practice responsible fun and help cleanup afterwards.” 

we really shoulda of just went to SF man… oh well next time for sure.

…………

Name: James
Date: 2/11/2009
Colorgenics Number: 10375264

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a ‘way out’ but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).

Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - ‘keep trying’ and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.

You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can ‘Let your hair down’ and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore ‘why bother?’ You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.

At this moment of my life i just feel like i always want to put on my headphones and listen to music, the only thing in my life that keeps me alive and basically all that i’ve got right now.. Feels like I really don’t want to be involved with anything or even talk to anyone, just going with the flow of my mp3. Just wanting to just put those headphones on and drift away passing these senseless days away….

The drinkers stay drinkin, or puffin they herb
And I’m, still enjoyin life’s ride; right?

-Doo Rags - Nas