Stephen Speaks - Out Of My League
May 2009
Fuck today is one of the worst days ever… I need a fuckin break from life and when i really needed to get away, my car is fuckin upppp, shit FML it can go screw itself in the the fuckin ass.. no fuckin sleep last night and just woke up bouts to do stupid foremaker’s econ hw, gayness.. this day totally fucked my week over. fuck this shit.
High School is 4 days away from being OVER… Forever…
Girl I Wanna Lay You Down - Ukulele Cover
Got this from my friend Jeff but wanted to do my own..
“Bittersweet- how these 4 years in highschool is to me. senior year in general.
anticipation so high to get our senior year going but likeĀ “being careful about what you wish for”..we are coming closer to the end of the year. Seriously though i never had so many moments where i would be like dam im going to miss this and that and i cant believe this and i cant believe that..I feel like a little boy wanting to just have what i want to be happy for the time being..just caught up in the moment..Beginnin of the year had its rough start but nearing to the end I’ve grown to understand and accept the ways of life, frens, dilemmas, and SCHOOL. sums it all but heres it in terms of bittersweet”
Bitter: We’re all movin in different directions no matter where we go
Sweet: Goin to Sac State i will be still close to some friends here
Bitter: Parents and I have became more apart
Sweet: Trying to get along more with them
Bitter: Big case of Senioritis
Sweet: Lots of fun Senior year
Bitter: Friends are going to be lost
Sweet: Glad that i met each and everyone of you and will surely miss you forsure hope to see you guys in the future
Bitter: Not applyin to any UC’s and SF state not continuing with my application
Sweet: Still headin to Sac State as an alternative
Bitter: Reminiscing old times and thinking of what i could have done better
Sweet: Lookin at those old times and laughing about what stupid things we did
Bitter: Couldn’t keep a really best “guy” friend
Sweet: Alternated a lot and glad to have good close friends
Bitter: Honestly, the chance of having a gf
Sweet: Glad i met every single one i’ve met =]
Bitter: Seein bad sides of friendships
Sweet: Learning from each mistakeĀ
Bitter: End of Senior Ball
Sweet: Best Date, and night i’ve ever had and will always remember =]
Bitter: Last Rally, watching the slide show of each and everyones pics
Sweet: Having the memories of High School
“LIFE IS BITTERSWEET!”
driving is no fun unless it has twists and turns and shit… but right now driving on the street with speedlimit suckssss ballss!